FOR THE RECORD:

1). I am always a lover never a hater.

That means I have never knowingly harmed anyone.  I am not a "dog killer" and you know it.  Not funny at all.  You know that, too.  The jerks, lies, games, morality plays, bad acting -- I'm aware of all of it but say nothing.  Doesn't ever change anything so why call people on it.  Just wating and waiting and waiting for YEARS now until you assholes are totally finished with this BULLSHIT!  I'm not applying for jobs, work, benefits, nothing until you've admitted to it and fixed it and we all know I'm right, you're wrong.  End of this bullshit.  I'm not going to prison or jail and I should have an excellent job and be respected and admired and loved like I was before this crapfest started and made me hate myself especially.  It's not because of anything else.  It's Robert A. Roy and Joseph Capela and company's horrifying version of an intervention.  But it has lasted at least 4 years and they must stop it.  I'm not going to change for anyone, especially for jerks who have never met with me and asked how I'm doing, how they can help.  You all know the entire sad tale.  I don't know what you want from me.  I've written and said it countless times -- I'M NEVER DOING ANYTHING FOR OR NEAR OR WITH ANYONE INVOLVED IN THIS.  And don't wait for some arbitrary date to start being nice.  That's total bullshit.  Do it right now!  If there's another line or words or action you expect or are waiting for from me -- FORGET IT!  NEVER HAPPENING! Wake up, assholes.  No one else has been put through this and we all know it. STOP!

2)  Love is the answer to everything like Jesus Christ reportedly taught mankind with the way he chose to live his life.  Whether he was or was not the son of God or he was a man named Hesus, it doesn't matter.  

Prostitues, homeless, so-called "dregs" of society who suffer the slings and arrows of misguided, judgmental, overreaching hypocrites -- redundant, I realize -- even the rich, JC loved everybody, especially himself.  How?  Give it away.  It should come back to you and then some.

3). There are exceptions to every rule.

And don't I know it as I sit here on the toilet and I type, still without an attorney and still the subject of the worst intervention CRAP of all time ever slung upon an unwitting, unwilling, and yes, BETTER THAN ALL OF "THEM" combined and they know it.

4). Return Lindsay.  

5). Love is the answer.

6). My mother is my angel and she's watching.  Do right by me and you all know who you are and what you must do with interest for being such incredibly despicable assholes.

7). Do it.

8). Now.

9). Out with the truth and everything else and that's it.